read at your pace.
this is an unnecessary chant of all of my thoughts, accompanied by a bits and pieces of a template layout (see bottom) because my head canceled out trying to re-learn html and CSS.

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4/4. 2:30AM
Shockingly enough, I've found a decent template to customize to my liking for my thoughts, I'd make one from scratch as that's what neocities is for. Though it seems I'm severely overwhelmed for it at the moment. Yes the random futaba is VERY necessary!! the repeated futaba and kasumi too. I've also noticed I tend to learn faster when I'm starting from templates or assistance, then I branch to do it from scratch. Wish I didn't go months without coding even if it wasn't coding anything extravagant.
4/4. 6:30PM
The more I do research and the more it's placed in the world, it amazes me just how much people reallly don't pay attention to certain things. They stay forever quick to just sit and criticize one another, maybe because someone's lazy. Maybe someone just learns HTML and CSS + JS differently and need a template. They continue to criticize another for it, it's technically teaching yourself and forcing yourself to memorize certain things.
4/4. 6:35PM
Ongoing from the above - "Just learn it's not difficult" when a good majority just want a 'WYSIWYG' (What You See Is What You Get) like carrd which is not an issue. Yes, you have to learn to do anything in regards to Neocities raw page, though you can offer different methods of learning and redirection instead of being so aggressive with it.
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I find it severely ironic how someone will avoid talking to you, loving on you, overall keeping in contact with you because well.. you have different personalities! i'm not necessarily saying i'd care too much, i just find it ironic and almost depressing how someone needs to be a 1:1 ratio of another person to get some sort of affection or bond with the other.

its weird to me, it makes meeting someone new not seem as fun anymore if you're so fixated on if they share the same 1;1 interests as you, no? it's supposed to be normal to meet someone, adjust to them, love how they can be passionate.. yet it's so ridiculed. people have made relationships sound like a fix-it-felix thing when it's nowhere near that at all and i can say that for sure. yes, improvement with one another is romantic but it's not supposed to be a repairing game i think i'd forever be cautious the most around people who view it as some ordinary fix and repair game rather than acceptance.
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